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My story...

I spent five years delving deeply into the Occult before I became a Christian. I had accepted Christ at a young age, and had been attending what I considered to be a stagnant Baptist church, a church that seemed to me to be more of a social hall, than a church. As a result, I fell away after a while and did the second of two of the stupidest things that I have ever done.

I told the Lord, "I've tried your side of the fence....I don't like it. I'm going to try the other side of the coin, and when I've learned all that I want to, THEN I'll decide who I want to follow."

That was 25 years ago, and I STILL shudder at the arrogance that I showed toward the Lord at that time. But God is a just and merciful God, and would not violate my free will in the matter. I then became deeply involved in the Black Arts and then did the first of the two stupidest things I've ever done.

I told the spirit world, "I don't know what's out there, but come on in and show me." At that point I had unknowingly invited Satan into my life, and I had given demons permission to enter me and dwell within me. In short, I became possessed.

Five years later, I had established quite a reputation for wielding weird powers. But the Lord, remembering my statement five years earlier brought me to the point of decision, forcing me to choose whom I would follow as Master and Lord.

I'd had people from other religions such as Mormons, Jehovah's Witnesses, Dianetics, etc. all try to convert me, and I'd laugh and walk away. But when I met a true Christian, I knew it immediately! I could FEEL the presence of the Holy Spirit inside of them. When that happened, I was the one who would walk away.....usually as fast as I could.

One night while I was in the Navy serving aboard the aircraft carrier Kitty Hawk, I met a young man who asked me about my powers, saying he'd heard of me and wanted to ask me a few questions. I agreed. He then stated he was a Christian, and that God had given him the ability to tell when a person was possessed. He looked into my eyes, and something shrank into a cold knot in my chest and darted about like it was trying to hide. Needless to say I was stunned, and immediately left a vapor trail getting out of there!

But the incident started me thinking, and remembering my promise to God I realized I had come to the point of decision. I then asked the Lord, "Get me out of this! Please! I want to come back!" And God in His infinite and tender mercy got me off of the ship and sent me to a Naval Air station.

BUT, let it never be said that God doesn't have a sense of humor! The electronics shop I found myself in was crowded with Christians! They soon found out what I was, and for six months I couldn't escape these people!

But after six months, they started getting through. However I still couldn't bring myself to take the step of accepting the Lord. I told Him that I wanted to, but for some reason I just couldn't. The demons within me were actively restraining my will.

That night I had one of the worst dreams I think I have ever had. I dreamed that I had died, and was floating down a long dark gray tunnel. There was a bright light at the end of it, and I knew that it was the entrance to Hell.

I knew I was going there, and I knew I was going there by my own choice! I was also able to look back at all of the chances I'd had to accept Jesus as my Savior, and hadn't, and I knew it was too late to go back and do so now. If you die without Jesus, there is no redemption for sins after death, no matter how much you repent!

The worst part of this dream was the total lack of hope. There was absolutely no hope ever of turning back, of doing it over again. I had made my choice for eternity, and I was going to burn in Hell. Forever! By choice!

I awoke shaking with fright, sweating, tears of terror rolling down my face. I was so afraid to go back to sleep for fear that I'd go back to that awful place again, and this time would not be able to come back. But when I prayed to God, He gave me a deep peace, and I was able to go to sleep again.

The following night, I got down on my knees and gave my life back to Him. And when I did, it felt as if 10,000 tons fell away from my spirit as Jesus Christ cleansed me of my sins and restored me again as a son of the Kingdom. And I'm not ashamed to admit that at 23 years of age I cried, I felt so happy to be released from bondage.

I have since read of people who have died and have been resuscitated, describing that they traveled down a long dark tunnel whose description sounds almost identical to the one I saw. I honestly think that Jesus allowed me to actually experience what happens to people who die without Him in their lives.

To you who read this, please understand that Jesus will accept you no matter HOW evil you have been! He wants you just the way you are. You cannot clean up your life first, as only He can do that. There is only one sin that cannot be forgiven, and that is calling the Holy Spirit a demon. Jesus Himself said,

Matthew 12:31,32

Wherefore I say unto you, all manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men. And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come.

John 6:37

All that the Father giveth Me shall come to Me; and him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out.

If you haven't yet made Jesus Master and Lord of your life, please accept Him before it's too late! And for those who question why we have to accept Jesus, please see the study on the fall of Man

in this Web site.

But know this above all else. The Lord was merciful to me because I did what I did in ignorance. That does not mean that others can fall away from Christianity, willfully enter the Occult, do what they want and accept Jesus later. Those who enter the Occult pay a terrible price in their lives while in the Occult, and I paid a price later as punishment from the Lord for my disobedience, namely several bouts with pneumonia, the last of which almost killed me. I've never been so sick in my life as I was then, and I pray that I never become that sick again. But I thank God through His Son Jesus Christ that my punishment was temporary here on earth, rather than eternal in Hell.

This is not something to be taken lightly. Many who have dabbled in the Occult are now in insane asylums, or are in deep spiritual bondage, and cannot get out without intervention from the Lord. Others are trapped in Satanist organizations like the Brotherhood who try to kill those who attempt to leave. Still others are so hungry for the crumbs of power that Satan gives to them that they will do anything for more power, and are led deeper into bondage.

This not a game! Either you are for Jesus, or you are against Him. There is no middle ground.As in any war, you must choose sides. Adam sold all of us to Satan in the Garden of Eden through his disobedience. And if there had been any other choice in the matter, Jesus would not have had to pay the hideous price He did on the cross. The choice is yours. If you choose not to accept Jesus as Lord and Master of your life, you have already chosen to make Satan your master.

Satan has already lost the war, and he knows it. But he is determined to take as many with him to Hell as he can before his time comes. God gave us a free will, to choose whom we will serve just as He did with the angels. One third of the angels chose to serve Satan, and God forced them to serve Satan. As a result they are totally corrupt, and there is no redemption for them.

But salvation is free to those who choose to accept it, and God's commandments aren't as burdensome as people like to believe. The choice is simple. Will you choose the winning side and live with Jesus forever, or will you follow Satan into his eternal punishment?

Remember, God didn't create Hell for Man, but for Satan and his demons. As Jesus Himself states;

Matt 25:31-46

31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:

32 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth [his] sheep from the goats:

33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed [thee]? or thirsty, and gave [thee] drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took [thee] in? or naked, and clothed [thee]?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done [it] unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done [it] unto me.

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did [it] not to one of the least of these, ye did [it] not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

Now, for the rest of the story.

About fifteen years ago The Lord called me to teach high-school Sunday school at the church I was attending. I started teaching, and noted immediately that the young people were bored and weren't paying attention. I then looked more closely at the materials the church had given them to use and realized that they were essentially spiritual milk, and that the young adults in the class needed something stronger.

I put the materials aside and began teaching straight Scripture, and these young people's minds were like sponges, eagerly taking in the Word and asking me questions that forced me deep into the Scriptures for answers. Basically God was teaching ALL of us during that time.

Several weeks later I was shocked to find out that I had adults who wanted to take my class, as their children were talking to them about what they had learned in class, and the adults became hungry for Scriptural meat too. I was surprised and saddened, as this meant that they were apparently not receiving what they needed from the pastor.

I then told the Lord I wanted to be a preacher, so I could teach others who were so hungry for His Word. He proceeded to ask me what I wanted to do. I told Him that I wanted to reach as many people as I could for Him, teaching them what He had taught me. I still remember His response to this day.

He told me, "A preacher preaches to his flock. They are his responsibility, and he takes care of them. But as a teacher, the world is your flock". Essentially a preacher is location-bound. A teacher can teach anywhere. At least that's what I assumed He had meant.

I was recently humbled and stunned when I realized that God had essentially given me a prophetic promise. Back then, the Internet was virtually unknown to the world, and personal computers didn't exist yet. I in my limited wisdom had mistakenly assumed that God meant for me to teach as I traveled (I was in the Navy at the time).

And when He called me to set up this Web site, I suddenly realized that I can now literally teach the Word of God worldwide in fulfillment of His promise, and I have heard from people literally around the world who have seen the web site!

And I praise, honor and glorify God the Father through His Son Jesus Christ for His infinite wisdom and foresight! Truly He does declare the end of a thing from the beginning!

Isaiah 46:9,10

Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God and there is none like me, declaring the end from the beginning and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand and I will do all my pleasure:

Like I said, this is not a game. The great "falling away" that the Apostle Paul spoke of is already happening, and Christian leaders are leading their followers into the trap of the poisonous Ecumenical Movement.

We must be strong and contend for the faith, for soon we will be in the minority, and will be persecuted. And if your faith isn't firmly grounded by then, it never will be. In building a fortress, you don't wait until the enemy attacks to start building. Noah certainly didn't wait for the rain to start falling to build the Ark.

And when the persecution starts, you will have two choices: continue to follow Jesus even if it costs you your life, or you can fall away.

The choice is yours.

Dream I

About 10 years ago, I had a strange dream. I was standing in a lush green field, with bright sunshine all around, and all about me were fat sheep grazing contentedly. But about 20 feet away was a huge tiger who was crouched over the bloody remains of a sheep that he had devoured. He had blood and wool around his mouth, there was blood and wool on the ground in front of him.

He was staring at the rest of the sheep and snarling, and I sensed that he was still hungry, and was about so select his next victim. What surprised me the most, was that the rest of the sheep were still grazing, either unaware of the tiger or uncaring that he was there.

Then the tiger saw me. He immediately raced over to me, springing up with teeth and claws bared to attack. I pointed at him and commanded, "In the name of Jesus Christ, get down!" He immediately crouched at my feet, snarling, and his eyes literally glowed yellow with rage. I could tell that he wanted to tear me into pieces, but could not do so.

I awoke, and wrote it off as a weird dream. But it kept nagging at me throughout the day, and when I questioned the Lord about it, He told me this. He said that the sheep are the churches; the tiger is Satan. He said that as the sheep were unaware or unconcerned that the tiger was among them, so are many of the churches today.

They are either asleep, or are more interested in their own comfort, rather than doing God's will. And Satan is destroying them spiritually one by one. Remember, these are God's words, not mine.

When is the last time that you heard a good strong sermon on judgement and Hell? When have you heard a good sermon on the sins of the flesh? Or a good sermon on spiritual warfare? How to fight Satan and win? Jesus spoke more on these things than anyone, and yet many churches are silent on the subject, their leaders afraid of offending their congregations.

Pastors also allow doctrines in the churches that have no Scriptural backing (these will be covered in the section on Errors in the Churches) and allow the promotion of clearly unbiblical teachings. It is my sincere hope and prayer to the Father that people who visit here will understand and wake up to what is happening today.

Pastors, you are responsible for the doctrines taught in your church. God has set you up as a teacher for your flock, and He has commissioned you to care for them, and feed them. If you teach or allow doctrines to be taught that you cannot back up with Scripture in context, you are in serious danger of falling into Satan's hands, and taking your congregation with you.

Some years ago I was attending a Baptist church, when I spotted two witches in the congregation. I notified the pastor of this, and he basically said, "That's nice...." and did nothing about it.

Over the next several months I watched them carefully, and frequently bound the demons in them during the church service. Whenever I did so, the older of the two would glare at the floor apparently knowing that her power and influence had been restrained.

After several months had passed, the pastor called me into his office and admitted that I had been right. He wouldn't give me the details, but he had asked the two women to leave, and they had threatened him and the congregation. The worst part was that one of the women had been the church secretary!

That should give you who read this an example of how spiritually blind the churches are today. I am not saying that churches should hunt for witches in their congregations, but if we are more in tune with the Lord, He will show us if there are servants of Satan within the congregations.

Dream II

In this dream, I was standing in the wings of a stage, and the Heavy Metal group Kiss was performing in concert.

I had never seen them in concert, (nor did I wish to) but Gene Simmons, called by some The Demon, was spitting fake blood all over the young adults in the crowd, and was flashing the symbol of Satan with his right hand. These young people were loving it, screaming in delight, and imitating the sign of Satan back at him.

During the concert a voice kept repeating Proverbs 22:6 which says;


Train up a child in the way he should go; and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

The scene then changed, and I was standing in what I knew to be the United States during the End Times. It seemed to be November, the sky was overcast and a cold, damp wind was blowing. I also knew there was a famine in the land, but whether it was real or controlled, I didn't know. I saw a young boy, maybe six years old, hungry, dressed in a t-shirt and wearing shorts standing shivering in the cold wind. I somehow knew he had no parents.

A uniformed man came up to him, and handed him a flyer, and the flyer explained that for every Christian someone turned in to the authorities, they would receive food and warm clothing.

The scene then switched, and I was in a large barn-like structure where people I knew to be Christians were being systematically killed by various methods. And people of all ages were either pointing out Christians to the authorities, literally dragging people to collection points, or bringing in scraps of paper with people's names on them, just to get food and clothing. The authorities would then bring the Christians (or those accused of being Christians) to the barn where they would be killed.

The message from this dream, is that Satan is now concentrating on our children, and he is using music as his bait to draw them into bondage. He knows his time is short, so he must snare the children before they become too set in their ways and can better resist him.

If we as adults raise them right, they will follow our teachings into adulthood. WE are their teachers and role models. And if we let them substitute other role models such as rock stars in our places, then we have lost them.

I have two teenagers, 19 and 17, and they both love and worship the Lord with all of their hearts and want nothing to do with drugs, pre-marital sex, or rock music. They are sober, and understand the traps that Satan has laid out for young people. They warn their friends about falling into corruption and want nothing to do with those practices.

It can be done parents, but it must be started while they are young, just like Proverbs 22:6 says.

Dream III

This is one of my favorites. I had wanted to do something, and wasn't sure if it was right or not, and I couldn't find any Scripture to say one way or the other. So before I went to sleep I asked the Lord to show me if what I wanted to do was ok.

I dreamed that I was writing something, when I felt myself being lifted up. I could see my hand still writing, but I also saw another hand, clear as glass, rising out of my hand that was writing. Essentially my spirit was being pulled up out of my body.

The next thing I knew I was in a bright place. I could hear people praising the Lord in the distance, and when I looked down, I could see that the street was made of gold.....clear gold. I could actually see into the street!

Just then a young man stood before me. He had strawberry-blond hair combed straight back, green eyes, and wore a long white robe with a golden belt around his chest, apparently an angel. He didn't have wings. He told me "The things you want to do are not right. But be patient, the Lord is coming soon."

Then I woke up. I sat up, and praised God for allowing me to see a part of Heaven itself!

Dream IV

In this dream, the dream started with me being in the mouth of a narrow alley, barely wide enough to fit my shoulders without scraping the sides. The walls on either side and the back of the alley were made of red brick, and were about twenty five or thirty feet high.

The opening of the alley faced an open courtyard which had a huge boulder about thirty feet in front of me, and little else except hard-packed dirt. And directly in front of me, about ten feet away was a huge, hairy black spider.

The spider was bigger than I was, and he slowly walked toward me, forcing me to back away down the alley. I kept going backwards until my back hit the back wall, and I was trapped. The spider kept moving toward me, his body filling the alley so I couldn't escape.

I then pointed my finger at it, and commanded, "In the name of Jesus Christ, back off!" Instantly, an invisible force jerked the spider out of the alley and smashed it against the boulder across the courtyard. As I watched it's insides ooze out, I distinctly remember thinking, "Wow! It works in dreams, too!"

Just as God will speak to you in dreams, Satan will sometimes attack in dreams. I suspect that that is where some of our nightmares come from. But only God can tell you the difference. But as a matter of course, I would suggest asking God to clothe you with His armor before you go to sleep each night.

Vision I

Several years ago I was attending a Foursquare church in Washington State, and we were singing praises to the Lord when I suddenly clearly saw the tiger again in my mind. I hadn't thought about the tiger or the dream in years, and was surprised to see it again.

As I saw him, he was pacing in the parking lot at a distance from the church and snarling in frustration, because the power of the Holy Spirit was so strong in that church that he couldn't come anywhere near it! I immediately praised God for this, taking comfort in the fact that Satan was frustrated in his purposes for that church.

The churches are Satan's biggest threat, and he attends church more regularly than most Christians do. But he never sleeps, and neither should we in regards to opposing him. God has given us power to resist and overcome him. But we need to believe we have this power, and use it in accordance with Scripture!

Vision II

I was coming under attack by Satan in the form of temptation, and while I resisted, it only a half-hearted attempt as this temptation was quite attractive. Knowing that it was wrong, I prayed to the Lord for help, but it too, was a half-hearted prayer as I really wanted to give in to this temptation.

Just then I seemed to be in a black area of rough, rocky ground and saw my prayer as a small globe of white light rising up toward heaven. But as it did, this thing, a scaly humanoid creature with long scraggly hair like a hog's bristles grabbed the globe, forced it down to the ground and held it there.

Then everything returned to normal. I think what happened, was that God allowed me to see into the spirit world and allowed me to see a demon preventing my prayer from reaching Him because I didn't want it to reach Him. I wanted to fall into this temptation, and to soothe my conscience, I made a half-hearted prayer for help, and the demon of the temptation was able to stop it. I learned a valuable lesson there, and I hope you will, too!

In conclusion, I'm certain that there are things in this Web site that will anger and perhaps frighten some people. That is not my purpose here. My purpose is to pass on to you the insight and knowledge that God has given me, with the hope that those who visit here will learn from the Scriptures and be drawn into a closer relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ.

And if something in here DOES anger you, please pray about the issue before rejecting it, or firing an angry response to me. And if you feel I'm wrong about something, please back up your arguments with Scripture in context, rather than tradition or just feelings.

I had originally set out to publish this information in a series of books, but the Lord reminded me that the understanding and knowledge He had granted to me was given to me freely and without charge, and I was in turn to impart it to others without charge. And I have obeyed His command by creating this Web site.

Please feel free to browse this site, and you may freely download any of the information you find here for your own use. All I ask is that you keep the links to this Web page in the documents, so that others can come here, or if they have questions to ask of me they will know where to reach me.

And may the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ be honored and glorified through Jesus Christ His Son by this Web site. To them be glory, and honor and majesty now and forever! Amen!


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